02 April 2010

Today i have nothing to say bout my usual life . So, i decide to share what i've learn in church last week . 

Discpleship -- The way of a student .

Mat 4:17-19

• Receive both Formal and Informal education - to eradicate physical , mental , spiritual and emotion poverty. 
• Informal education is where discipleship is.
• Discipleship is not a program neither is it seasonal. It is a Lifestyle of a lifelong , learning process.
• We need discipleship because teaching the head will not heal the heart.
• We focus TOO MUCH on leadership in the past. It is about the time we learn about follower-ship .If we have not learnt how to follow, how  we know how to lead ?
• Truly, when the student is ready, the teacher will appear ! 
• Discipleship is a process where our value system is challenged .
• Discipleship is a process when our attitude and character is reformed .
• Discipleship is a process where our mind is transformed .

4 Points to successful Follower-ship or Discipleship .

1. Willingness to change.

   

    To be a disciple one must be willing to change. One must be willing to abandon even his past achievement, trading their old ways of life with a new and great calling in God.

   Remember, there is no Future in the past, and there is no past in the future.

2.Willingness to Follow

   A disciple follows. Faithful following is obedience in Action.

   Honestly , What we need is to re-evaluate our Heart and our Motives and not ministry!

3. Willingness to Learn

   Mat 5:1-2

    The disciples came to the Lord not to see Him work wonders and to be entertained... They came to Learn from their master.

    Very often it is not the teacher or the subject. It is your attitude that effects our learning.

4.Willingness to Participate.

  A disciple Participate. A disciple gives.A disciple is always found around His master wants him to go. 

This is the mark of a true Disaple. 

Thursday , 01 April 2010

As usual , i woke up at 6.40am and dress up to school . Today's class was quite bored . During science , kar khin , han yeann and xuan yao is called to present the topi of chapter four . Wow , han yeann and xuan yao's speach is boring , but Kar Khin's is out of the topic .. Ha ha ....During Psv , teacher give us free time , so i brought my tuition homeworks and go to sook yan's place to join her and others . Besides that , We also talked bout someone .. it's fun . During BI period , it's Xuan yao (again) and Ee Chuan's turn to have their oral test . Ee Chuan's was extremely awesome , he speak loud and clear but he had stagefraid , same as everyone .Hmm .. That's all ... I have to do homework and go for tuition jor .. bye ~ ^^

 Thursday , 18 March 2010


This is the day after sook yan's birthday ... Me , Mok , Kar Yuin , An Lei , SOok Yan , Amanda , Rebecca , Karen , sue-anne , Yip Leap Wun and ah Ben went sunway pyramid ... We bought a bear bear for sook yan as her birthday present . After meeting everyone , we have our meal at Full house .The surrounding there was so beutiful , relaxing and cute .We also took some photograph while having meal .After that , we walk around and separate into groups . Some of them go for games , some went for dating and The group i joined go for KTV ...Afeter singing for 3 hours from 2 to 5 .. we went home by Kar yuin's brother car ... 


Sunday , 21 March 2010


After having service at church , my parents said that my house will be having my birthday celebration earlier . So , i got a permission from them to invite my friends along . I invited lot of ppl , but only 4 of them came . Although only a few friends , but i'm still felt happy that i could celebrate with my friends . We had BBQ outside the living room , and my mom cooked lots of delicious food .. :) 
Around 9.30 , It's time for the cake !! we took some photo and children sang for me . haha .. But the situation seems like is my little cousin's birthday as she's sitting onfront of my birthday cake .. hahaha .. it's ok .. she's still a kid .. haha .. after my friends and relative went home . My uncle told me about me when i was a kid .. haha ...


Wednesday , 24 March 2010

Finally , i'm a 15 years old girl .when i reached school today , my friends wished  me and my gor woon kai .. i was shocked , i do not know  that actually lots of my friends remembered my birthday .. haha .. Especially my Best Best friend which i never see her for a long time .Me , amanda , Leap Wun and Ah Ben present  gor a wallet as his birthday . He opened the pack i the class , and pass the wallet to his friends to have a look on it and also the card i made for him . What was funny is , " Elaine , I dont want to friend You dy ! " Yan Jun Said loudly to me when he 's look at the card .. haha .. " Why / You Hap chou arh ?" i answered . haha .. And tonight , i will be having dinner with my family outside . :) 
Tomorrow , I will also celebrate with my friends after school .. 


ok . that's all i gonna share with you guys today ... i will update with you guys soon . bye b ^.^ d

ENJOY & APPRECIATE OUR HOLIDAYS

Finally .. Exam ended .. Thank god the question in every test are not that hard as i think ... 


In this few weeks ... I'm suffering in studies because of my exam ... Read until head burst also Have to read ...


Next sunday , some of my classmate will be having gadering ... They ask me go also (I think So .. DOnt remember Dy .. >.< ) .. But what was on my mind is that i better dont go .. If not i will be bored like hell ... And also .. Next Thursday ... I'm going to Sunway Pyramid with my dearly friends !! WOOhoo !!! Happy & Excited... 


Yesterday is the day for last year Form 5 students to get their SPM results .. included my gor ... He got 3As o .. not bad lar ... but wasted lor .. Almost all B+ ner ... And congrate to my cousin bro -- wilson for getting a owesome result .... 


My birsthday is coming soon .. Dunno will got surprise from my family members anot lie .. haha .. Of course not only me ... My dearly jie mei -- Sook Yan's birthday is earlier than mine and my gor's .. ^^ .. If i'm not miss taken .. today is my classmate -- Soon Kah Ming's birthday .. I wished him at school .. But what he answered me is not " Thank You " but " Over very long dy lor ." Zha dao .. i dunno what to say .. haha ... 


Anyway ... My Dearly jie mei -- Rebecca fall sick a day before exam .. She absent for the whole exam ... Wow ... Nevermine ... Health is more important than marks ... 


Ok .. that's all i wanna say ... Happy Holidays !!!

WHO CAN I LOVE AT THIS TIME ??

Back to update my blog again ... First of all .. Yellow house marching Team do their best of the best on the sports day .. Everyone done perfectly and we WON !! Yay .. Result Of Sports Day Shown as Below :-

1. Blue House 

  2. Yellow House 

 3. Green House

4.  Red House

Besides marching , i joined Tarik Tali too , we Won .. and I got a medal ... Yay !! 

I Dont know what to say .. just felt happy ... The problem happened between KK and Jd also solved ....  Everything goes on the right way .. I started stress because of my First exam is coming .. Not only that , I'm also always rush in time to tuitions and homeworks .. I sleep almost 1o'clock in the morning everyday .. My Dad Warn me : YOU BETTER SLEEP BEFORE 11 ! BUT YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME , EVERY MIDNIGHT ONLY SLEEP , NO POIN TO STUDY IF YOU DONT HAVE ENERGY !! YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME .. WATCH OUT OF YOUR RESULT !! YOU WILL GET THE BAD ONE !! what the .. it's impossible to sleep at 11 .. so .. just try my best to have revision when i have time ...  ok .. That's all i wanna say .. Bye ... 

TO view picture , go to you guys can go to Megat or Liang's Facebook profile .

[[ Unlucky ]]


Two days Ago ... my money and Two Angpao are stolen by A Thiefe which always steal things in our school ... haix ... He Stoled Rm 120 + ... Incident happened like this ... I laeved my wallet in the bag at the red stage as usual then i went for training ... When we are given a break .. i found that my wallet is opened and my IC is out side the wallet ... I relesed something ... I check inside and I didin't saw any money in it ... included the RM50 that i never use ... Nvm .. I choose to forgive the thieve ... But today .. Worse thing happened and done by a same person ( I Think ...) --- My phone is stolen !!! 


I'm having training again ...After that ... My friend found that her phone was missing ... my check on my bag ... Her found was in my bag , but ... MY phone is missing ... what de ... Luckily my parents did not scold me ... And thanks to the thieve .. i can get my new phone earlier .. but He stoled my money along .. Haix .. now ... I'm avery very very poor girl ... I dont evenhave a cent with me .. But what to do ? 

I choosed to forgive you ,

But you will get balasan from the god ...

Haix ... Mammy arh ... Dont know to drink dont learn people drink lar .. You see .. .  Drunk dy you ownself san fu only lor ... Tomorrow open house i dont want see you drunk again arh ..

Finally came back from hometown in Lawan kuda, Perak for 3 days 2 nights . Get lot of angpaos from cousins and relatives ... Hehe .. But bad news for me--- I'm Sick !! Damn it ... CNY only get sick ... haix .. so cham ...


Talk with my cousin brother who is 2 years elder than me again... He plan to study at Singapore after having his SPM but he was worrying bout his "Dream Girl" .. He was a kinda Emo type of guy , his of power is from Love ... =.=" ? ... I keep "Kaunseling" him to change his source and the way he think bout everything.. " How to change ? The way i think is like that de .. it's Fix .. the source also ... Many of my Friends try to talk to me like you also .. But failed .. haha " he said to me ... speachless .. Memang dont know what to say dy ...


These few weeks keep sms-ing with kk and Jd .. Talking bout each others ... err .. but i for got what we talk bout jor .. haha ... Hmm ..Something happen while we are chatting too .. kk thought he like me and tried to 'kao ' me .. sia ... I'm not use to the way he talk to me .. you know what ... " Romantic talk " that he said ... is like way of sweet talker ...swt ... after one day .. he relized that it's just his "though" of liking me ... ok .. fine .. Luckily i'm not excited of starting a new relation .. Jd also felt angry because KK joke with his relation ...KK arh .. Remember that We are Damn serious in Relation de .. So , think before you joke next time .. . KK also felt beh song of something else but i dont know what ... He dont want to tell me ... It's ok ... fine ...


Damn miss my grand mother's cook now ... Ate her cook for two days when we stay At her place .. Damn delicious ner ... little cousins always run here and there .. Walao .. Somemore lot of them want me to dress up for them ... haha ... I'm a BBQ .. But so bad i cannnot eat .. T.T ...haix .... Ok .. I have nothing to talk about dy .. Time to Join my cousins .. Bye .. :) 

Gor , Take Care Of yourself ...

God Bless you ..

something happen in my family again

today is the day before chinese new year and valentine day

everyone went back to home town

my father was freaking angry because of my brother is still not at home now

as a middle person

i dnt know what to do

my father said that he dont want my brother anymore

and he will sell my brother Satria after chinese new year

i dont understand

he want my brothe to come back home

but why is he scolding him always ?

what's their problem ?

hi ... such a long time never blog dy .. haha ...

so how are you guys ? this is already the second month of 2010 ...

Programmes in the school had much earlier compared last year ..

a few weeks before ,

i'm busying practice for merentas desa and sports day ( i joined kawat kaki ) ..

I jog with my friends almost every weekday at the evening ...

I dont believe that i could jog so fast in the real race as i'm always the last among my friends ... haha ... i

Got 16 finally .. f

elt sorry that i couldn't get top 10 for my House ...

haix ...

nevermind ..

i'm working hard for kawat kaki ...

my home works are bigin more ..

and i dont really understand what's teacher teaching ...

especially BM and Math ..

walao ...

remeber i tol all of you before ?

i'm having a 6 hours tuition evry friday ?

i really felt very tired ..

but i have to do this ..

or i will get a really bad result in my exam and PMR ..

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yesterday , my best friend kar Yuin had her birthday party at meal will ..

i cannot go as i'm having training for kawat kaki ,

and my mom dont allow me to go ..

but luckily ,

i have good friends ..

they da bao for me .

and they brought it to school ,

wait for me to end my training ...

they scolded by teacher of they stay in the class ..

sorry , my friends ...

finally we done our training perfectly ...

but not fully ..

and i ate the foods they da bao for me ...

so happy ..

then my parents crossed by the bus stop

and they fetched me and my brother home ..

after that ...

we went to have a hair cut ...

actually i'm having tuition

but my parents want us to have a break

so ,we did not go for tuition ..

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at night , i went in my parent's room

watch tv with my family

my parents ask me about my elder brother suddenly

they asked me

why others always want to go home but not my brother

althought he's always arounfd this area

i msg my brother and ask him

and i told my parents the reason

" You All Arh ! Same Same One Lar ! Only Know To take Care Of Yourself ! Useless One Lar !

Next Time me and YOur Mammy will stay alone de Lar ! Wait FOr YOu All To Help ??!! We Die Dy Lor !!!"

scolded my father

" You know Anot ??!!! When i Saw You i Headache ! you are Just Same As your Brother ! All is the same ! Go and stay With Your Brother Lar ! "

scolded my mother

i say goodnight to my dad

and i went in my room

guess what i do in the room ?

yes

i cried

and sms with kk and Jd

i think :

they dont want me anymore

" Son and Daughter are the same ,

what's the different borning both of them ? useless ..."

said my parents

the sentences recalled in my mind

again and again

kk and Jd talked to me

they want to calm me down

but i cant stop crying

even though i have no more sound and tears

untill kk told me that

Jd is worrying about another things

while he was worrying me

i stop

and i tried to help him

but

i fall slept

after a few msg

because of i'm out of energy

i woke up 3 am in the midnight

i felt hot

the aircond is not working

and lights are still on

i switched on the air cond again

and i switched off the ligths

then i went to bed again

6.15 am in the morning

my mom wake me up

no

i mean she scolded me up

i was so sad that she's still angry bout me

i woke up and dress up

i went down stairs

and pack up my bag

i scolded by my mom again

because of my bag is leaved at the living room last night

i felt so sad and also want to cry

i hold it

we met Oi Kha

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in math class

third period of school

i sat beside woon kai at the end of class

i was out of energy

and full of emo

i have no energy to talk

woon kai never talk to me

so i never talk too

aftre teacher gave us excersice

i started doing my homework and woon kai teached me

i did almost all the question wrongly

OMG

kk came

he asked me about my problem again

i dunno why

i cant hold my emotion infront of him

my tears starts dropping nonestop

i think some of my classmates saw

i keep my emotion into my heat again

he asked me to let them out

i dont want to

until the two last period

i felt very bored

and i try to release them out

but i cant

i have no one to chat with

i dunno what to chat with them

i walked around alone

i followed woon kai to where he goes

i reached the table which he was sitting with few classmates

" why are you san pat-ing over here ? "

i understood what he mean

he means that i'm "fan"

i think so

" ok lor .."

i said

and i walked away

the school bell rangs

everyone walked out from the class with happy mood

and i think that most of them left me behind

and kk forgot bout the buku kawalan

and also to lock the class

i never bring my keys

so i leave it

and i took the book to the teacher's room

Then i walked down to the bus stop alone

kk brought me to a girl

she's crying sadly

and Jd came

i went home

but my parents are not in

so i went to my neightbours house

my mom came home

from her face

i knew that she's not angry at me anymore

i never go for tuition

i went to Tesco with my family

and then we went Sunway Medical to have a look on my kai mui

she's in high fever

we went home after that

and i went for tuition

Now

i'm here at home after having tuition

and i have to search for oral test material jor

i have to zhao dy

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THE END

Happy Chinese New Year

And

HAppy Birthday To

Kar Yuin and Tan Quah Jian

Try To Forget And Forgive ,

Your Life will be much better.