~[MY NorMAL Life]~

exam's end ... holidays came .. at the 1st and second day of the holidays .... me and my family went to Lumut , my uncle belanjar us travel there ... i was so excited cuz i can have swim ,... but ... i'm the unlucky one .... haiz ... after that we went fishing at the see side .. it's fun ... haha... we ate the fish we caught for 2 days .... it taste sweet .. hehe ... after came back from Lumut ... i continue my normal life ... i have tuition ... when i was tuition one day ... we heard a bad news .. my friend jere stops his tuition .. the reason he gave is no money ... i understant ... my family have the same problem ...my father never work for 3 months already ... the cashes in our bank begin less ... maybe one day later , my elder brother will be the bank of the family .. another day having tuition .... i saw my best friend rebecca , i talked to her ... she answered me very cool ... i was so sad ... when i went home ... my parents scold me becuz i took my younger brother's phone credit .. i felt sad and angry at the same time ... i cried for 2 hours that day ..from 11pm to 1am .. i think that i'm the useless one .. i cant stay my friends beside me ... i felt lonely .. i cant get any help from my friends .. i felt hurt when i think bout my two best friends .. i miss them .. i'm going to lost them .. i cant live without friendship ... everyone are busy .. i scared i'm the lonely one .. i scared that i will lost all my friends ... after my "husband " knew i cried .. she introduce me a new friend , Aaron .. he's a form 4 guy , study at Titiwangsa Boy's school .. he's friendly , funny .. he'll sms me automaticly when i didn't find him .. he chat with me all the time .. he'll follow what i said .. what i was surprise is , he said that he like me !! i was so surprised when he toldme this .. and i didn't accept and reject him .. cuz i dun think that friends which juz noe each otheronly for 3 days will luv or like each other .. i ask him what he like bout me .. he just answered me "dunno , just feel , dunno how to say " .. i'm gonna faint .. this was the first time someone says that he like me .. i don't know either his "like" to me are real or not .. i dont know .. so we continue smsing and be friends ... haha .. so .. if anything to ask .. leave a comment ..