just wake up from a nap from 3 o'clock in the afternoon ..... today , i tbought a new electronic set as the old one doesn't work .. my friend , guan yew helped me and xun ying much on this sets of project .. i finally knew how to mematrik and the electronic set work ... these days , i was talking with my friends at the bus stop after school just like normal .. but but suddent my parents pass over and fetch me home , they scold me again and again that not to talk at the bus stop after school as they scared that i'll be kidnapp by someone else .. i dun understand why they will think like this , i'm just talking with my friends which only i can meet them after school .. somemore i'm talking with guys and afew girls .. i will walk home with my "bro " after talking .. he will save me if anything happend .. doesn't him ? i'm already form 2 and 14 years old this year .. why can't i have a SMALL SMALL FREEDOM ??

today around 1.30pm , my younger brother called beck home and he says that his bag was missing after he brought one of his classmate to find teacher.. i was shock when i heard this .. i have never lost my bag before in 7 year .. i understand him , he was cheated by his classmate . HE cried when my father question him , and my father caned him .. I pity my lovely brother , he's the one which cheate by others , he suppose to get caring but not scolding from us .. he was heart hardly .. Finally , my parents brought him back to school and they found his bag near by the hall ... i advise my father that care more bout our feellings .. he doesn't accept my advise . He says we have to get cane because WE ONLY KNOW HOW TO CRY WHEN SOMETHING HAPPEND BUT NOT FACING THE PROBLEM .. the "we" he sayingwas me and my younger brother, i cried yesterday because the most beautiful sketching i evr been had distroyed by my cousin after i went back home from tuition .. it was just like a high standard drawing become a three years old standard in a few hours .. I'm facing the problem but my father spoiled my plan .. he cut down three years old standard drawing and "photostate" it on my sketching book .. my tears keep flling down from my eyes and fall on my sketching book . the page that i redraw was full of tears ..

besides that , i almost die yesterday during tuition .. my good friend , quah jian and my best friend , rebecca fight again .. i don't understand even one format of the area of circle , and finally i got it by someway .. quah jian keep saying "i pro (means professional) mar" even we hit him by his weakness .. i felt happy for him as he was fine with my best friend ,rebecca .. they can talk and fight in a happy situotion although she was not really likes the way he advise her ... three of us will be changing our mathematic and history class from thursday to friday starting next week .. i was excited to see the surround in both of the class .. are they same as jalan kenari , better than or worst than ?

since after exams and holidays , i have never post a blog .. now , I'm here back to share my lives with u again . besides blogging , i also writes dairy although not everyday but everything had recorded down ...

6Th of July

my elder brother , James Thong Jun Sheng leave the House and he'll be staying at his mom's house . he has been halao by my father of he did something wrong , my father already gave him a chance to change himself but he choosed not to change . At the end , he get out from this house . the First reason that my father kick him out is he stiled half of my father's money as a lot as Rm 500 , at the starting i choosed to trust him but at the end the true tells me that he lied to me again . Next he wasted around 80% of my father's saving because of he never study hard and failed his test twice .i was disappointed and i felt shame on him .

7Th July

i talked to Jere after school today . he told me that he doesn't want to go home early after school is because his mom was always forcing him study at home the whole day .. His mom stopped all his tuition earlier because he was not at home most of the time because of entering too much activities at school .At the same time , i talked to JD too . He and Hui Yee were disagree that Hwei Yee says that she was actually a MSSM badminton player , her coach want her to win in every MSSM's badminton competition but not school's . JD says , he entered MSSM's badminton competition too , his level was only GIRLS UNDER 12 and he lose to a 11 years old girl with 21:19 . Hwei Yeee cant even win JD , how could she be a MSSM badminton player??

8Th July

Tan and Rebecca fight during tuition gain . i was just sitting quietly as i can't join and help one of them . if i do , another of them will felt unhappy and angry at me . and also at geography tuition , i hide Tan's pencil box in my bag for the half period . he seens unhappy of I'm always blaming him when he answered the wrong answer and i also always playing with his feelings . Although he knews that I'm joking with him .among all my friends , the most i like to talk with is JD . he understand my feelings and what i need , he will joke to us while talking , he gave advise to us when needed and also he teach us to solve problems....

12Th July

i chatted on the phone with JD today . i have invited him to be my brother and he accepted . besides JD , i also have another brother who named woon kai . he's choosed as my brother because he was born at the same day with me , he's just older than me 1 hour and 15 minutes .. ha ha unbelievable , right ??Aaron send a MSG to me today , "missing u is everything i do everyday ; love and protect you is everything i do forever ." he told me that he will loves me forever but i dun think so . starting , he 'll send at list 3 MSG if i never reply him in half an hour . now , he only send maximum5 messange even i never reply him the half day . he can't wait longer , this is actually guy's style .. they will give up when they cant get what they want in a few times .. i don't really likes him , i just wanna someone to talk to me everyday and i will not felt bored .. i dunno what's the reason i write bout him in my dairy here .. this is the first time a guy really chasing me , i don't wanna to be heart .. i scared bout love . should i accept him ?? i dunno what to do ...