Wednesday, February 24, 2010

[[ Unlucky ]]


Two days Ago ... my money and Two Angpao are stolen by A Thiefe which always steal things in our school ... haix ... He Stoled Rm 120 + ... Incident happened like this ... I laeved my wallet in the bag at the red stage as usual then i went for training ... When we are given a break .. i found that my wallet is opened and my IC is out side the wallet ... I relesed something ... I check inside and I didin't saw any money in it ... included the RM50 that i never use ... Nvm .. I choose to forgive the thieve ... But today .. Worse thing happened and done by a same person ( I Think ...) --- My phone is stolen !!! 


I'm having training again ...After that ... My friend found that her phone was missing ... my check on my bag ... Her found was in my bag , but ... MY phone is missing ... what de ... Luckily my parents did not scold me ... And thanks to the thieve .. i can get my new phone earlier .. but He stoled my money along .. Haix .. now ... I'm avery very very poor girl ... I dont evenhave a cent with me .. But what to do ? 






I choosed to forgive you ,
But you will get balasan from the god ...

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Haix ... Mammy arh ... Dont know to drink dont learn people drink lar .. You see .. .  Drunk dy you ownself san fu only lor ... Tomorrow open house i dont want see you drunk again arh ..


Finally came back from hometown in Lawan kuda, Perak for 3 days 2 nights . Get lot of angpaos from cousins and relatives ... Hehe .. But bad news for me--- I'm Sick !! Damn it ... CNY only get sick ... haix .. so cham ...


Talk with my cousin brother who is 2 years elder than me again... He plan to study at Singapore after having his SPM but he was worrying bout his "Dream Girl" .. He was a kinda Emo type of guy , his of power is from Love ... =.=" ? ... I keep "Kaunseling" him to change his source and the way he think bout everything.. " How to change ? The way i think is like that de .. it's Fix .. the source also ... Many of my Friends try to talk to me like you also .. But failed .. haha " he said to me ... speachless .. Memang dont know what to say dy ...


These few weeks keep sms-ing with kk and Jd .. Talking bout each others ... err .. but i for got what we talk bout jor .. haha ... Hmm ..Something happen while we are chatting too .. kk thought he like me and tried to 'kao ' me .. sia ... I'm not use to the way he talk to me .. you know what ... " Romantic talk " that he said ... is like way of sweet talker ...swt ... after one day .. he relized that it's just his "though" of liking me ... ok .. fine .. Luckily i'm not excited of starting a new relation .. Jd also felt angry because KK joke with his relation ...KK arh .. Remember that We are Damn serious in Relation de .. So , think before you joke next time .. . KK also felt beh song of something else but i dont know what ... He dont want to tell me ... It's ok ... fine ...


Damn miss my grand mother's cook now ... Ate her cook for two days when we stay At her place .. Damn delicious ner ... little cousins always run here and there .. Walao .. Somemore lot of them want me to dress up for them ... haha ... I'm a BBQ .. But so bad i cannnot eat .. T.T ...haix .... Ok .. I have nothing to talk about dy .. Time to Join my cousins .. Bye .. :) 







Gor , Take Care Of yourself ...




God Bless you ..

Saturday, February 13, 2010

something happen in my family again
today is the day before chinese new year and valentine day
everyone went back to home town
my father was freaking angry because of my brother is still not at home now
as a middle person
i dnt know what to do
my father said that he dont want my brother anymore
and he will sell my brother Satria after chinese new year
i dont understand
he want my brothe to come back home
but why is he scolding him always ?
what's their problem ?

Friday, February 12, 2010



hi ... such a long time never blog dy .. haha ...

so how are you guys ? this is already the second month of 2010 ...

Programmes in the school had much earlier compared last year ..

a few weeks before ,

i'm busying practice for merentas desa and sports day ( i joined kawat kaki ) ..

I jog with my friends almost every weekday at the evening ...

I dont believe that i could jog so fast in the real race as i'm always the last among my friends ... haha ... i

Got 16 finally .. f

elt sorry that i couldn't get top 10 for my House ...

haix ...

nevermind ..

i'm working hard for kawat kaki ...


my home works are bigin more ..

and i dont really understand what's teacher teaching ...

especially BM and Math ..

walao ...


remeber i tol all of you before ?

i'm having a 6 hours tuition evry friday ?

i really felt very tired ..

but i have to do this ..

or i will get a really bad result in my exam and PMR ..


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yesterday , my best friend kar Yuin had her birthday party at meal will ..

i cannot go as i'm having training for kawat kaki ,

and my mom dont allow me to go ..

but luckily ,

i have good friends ..

they da bao for me .

and they brought it to school ,

wait for me to end my training ...

they scolded by teacher of they stay in the class ..

sorry , my friends ...

finally we done our training perfectly ...

but not fully ..

and i ate the foods they da bao for me ...

so happy ..

then my parents crossed by the bus stop

and they fetched me and my brother home ..

after that ...

we went to have a hair cut ...

actually i'm having tuition

but my parents want us to have a break

so ,we did not go for tuition ..


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at night , i went in my parent's room

watch tv with my family

my parents ask me about my elder brother suddenly

they asked me

why others always want to go home but not my brother

althought he's always arounfd this area

i msg my brother and ask him

and i told my parents the reason

" You All Arh ! Same Same One Lar ! Only Know To take Care Of Yourself ! Useless One Lar !
Next Time me and YOur Mammy will stay alone de Lar ! Wait FOr YOu All To Help ??!! We Die Dy Lor !!!"

scolded my father

" You know Anot ??!!! When i Saw You i Headache ! you are Just Same As your Brother ! All is the same ! Go and stay With Your Brother Lar ! "

scolded my mother

i say goodnight to my dad
and i went in my room
guess what i do in the room ?
yes
i cried
and sms with kk and Jd

i think :
they dont want me anymore

" Son and Daughter are the same ,
what's the different borning both of them ? useless ..."

said my parents

the sentences recalled in my mind
again and again
kk and Jd talked to me
they want to calm me down
but i cant stop crying
even though i have no more sound and tears
untill kk told me that
Jd is worrying about another things
while he was worrying me
i stop
and i tried to help him
but
i fall slept
after a few msg
because of i'm out of energy

i woke up 3 am in the midnight
i felt hot
the aircond is not working
and lights are still on
i switched on the air cond again
and i switched off the ligths
then i went to bed again

6.15 am in the morning
my mom wake me up
no
i mean she scolded me up
i was so sad that she's still angry bout me
i woke up and dress up
i went down stairs
and pack up my bag
i scolded by my mom again
because of my bag is leaved at the living room last night
i felt so sad and also want to cry
i hold it
we met Oi Kha

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in math class
third period of school
i sat beside woon kai at the end of class
i was out of energy
and full of emo
i have no energy to talk
woon kai never talk to me
so i never talk too
aftre teacher gave us excersice
i started doing my homework and woon kai teached me
i did almost all the question wrongly
OMG
kk came
he asked me about my problem again
i dunno why
i cant hold my emotion infront of him
my tears starts dropping nonestop
i think some of my classmates saw
i keep my emotion into my heat again
he asked me to let them out
i dont want to
until the two last period
i felt very bored
and i try to release them out
but i cant
i have no one to chat with
i dunno what to chat with them
i walked around alone

i followed woon kai to where he goes
i reached the table which he was sitting with few classmates

" why are you san pat-ing over here ? "

i understood what he mean
he means that i'm "fan"
i think so

" ok lor .."

i said

and i walked away
the school bell rangs
everyone walked out from the class with happy mood
and i think that most of them left me behind
and kk forgot bout the buku kawalan
and also to lock the class
i never bring my keys
so i leave it
and i took the book to the teacher's room

Then i walked down to the bus stop alone
kk brought me to a girl
she's crying sadly
and Jd came

i went home
but my parents are not in
so i went to my neightbours house

my mom came home
from her face
i knew that she's not angry at me anymore
i never go for tuition
i went to Tesco with my family
and then we went Sunway Medical to have a look on my kai mui
she's in high fever

we went home after that
and i went for tuition

Now
i'm here at home after having tuition
and i have to search for oral test material jor
i have to zhao dy
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THE END


Happy Chinese New Year

And

HAppy Birthday To

Kar Yuin and Tan Quah Jian



Try To Forget And Forgive ,
Your Life will be much better.