[[ TIRING ]]

today was the first day of exam ...

the subject of exam is psv ...

i'm disappointed on my drawing ..

its so ugly ...

its should be a beatiful one ...

haix ....

failed drawing nicely ...

psv paper 1 ...

i dunno how to answer most of the questions ..

haha ...

i never study ...

XD

after school ...

i went to kar yuin's house ...

to have revision of science and chinese ...

we really done revision ...

but we start talking after reading chinese ...

haha ...

only 3 girls including me ....

kar yuin , me and oi kha ...

haha ....

we ate snacks too ...

hehe ...

after oi kha went home ...

me and kar yuin talk about Love ...

hehe ...

about our ' pandangan ' ...

our experince ...

i told her about AAron too ...

haix ...

aaron ar aaron ...

do you know i thought bout you during exam again ??

haix ...

can you get away from my mine ??...

walao ...

'san fu '

T.T

but for my future ...

i have to gambateh ...

haix ...

Elaine THong !! gambateh !!!!

everyone also gambateh in exam o ... ^.^

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BONG ~

[[ END BLOG ]]

~ Thursday , 29th of october 2009 ~

[[ TODAY ]]

just came back from walking around tempua ...

before that ...

an lei , kar yuin , momo , and bong came my house to have sejarah revision ..

momo was our teacher .. ^^

he teached us well ...

i finally understand what was the story about ..

haha ..

after revision for two chapter 2 in around 3 hours ...

we cook maggie and fried egg for snack ...

haha ...

momo fried egg ...

i cook mee ,...

and kar yuin ster ...

hehe ... it was so fun .. haha

although my kitchen is abit dirty mess after that ..

but i was happy ..

this is the first time they come my house ...

hahah...

sorry for never serve you guy with ' makan ringgan' ^o^...

XD

.....................................................................

today was also the l;ast day i can relax myself ...

start on tomorrow ...

i will having my exam ...

until next week ...

i might on my blog if i have time ...

when i went they to have revision ..

i saw jd ( my 'brother' ) and my friend at the school library ..

he seems so moody ...

but i dont know what's going on ...

hmm ...

he will sit for his SPM soon ...

gambateh o .. bro ... ^.^

i also have to gambateh ... hehe ...

^.~

[[ THE END ]]

[[SORRY]]

haiz ...yesterday in tuition ... think bout him again ... my friend reminded me .. exam is coming .. should let him go and forget him already ... i understand what you mean .. i already never think bout him many days ... i dunno why i will sudden think bout him .. sorry ... i promised you all ... i wont cry because of him .. i almost cry last night ... i sudden found the letter he gave last time .. i don't wantto read it again ... and anymore ... now on the time .. concentrate study and exam is most important things i should think bout .. not him ... i know ... i got the message ... I'm trying my best ... Elaine ... ganbateh ....

~[Bleeding]~

~ small hurt seems at the surface ~

~ but..~

~ hurts deeply in the heart ~

~ why do you leave me alone ? ~

~ you promised will love me forever ~

~ you promised to marry me over before you leave ~

~ you promised not to leave me alone over here ~

~ you promised to bring me out of this house ~

~ you has promised me so many things ~

~ you own me so much ~

~you dumped me ~

~ you leave me alone ~

~ I'm trying to let you go ~

~ no ...~

~ I'm trying to forget everything ~

~ I'm trying my best ~

~ I'm trying what i can ~

~ i cant used to the life without you ~

~ I'm finding someone to replace you ~

~ but ...~

~ who can replace you in my heart ? ...~

~ i Love you so much ~

~ but you leave me with a useless reason ~

~ a reason which i cannot accept ~

~ and believe ~

~[[ ilove you ]]~

~[[ i miss you ]]~

[[THE END]]

[[boring...]]

haiz ..

exam coming soon ..

i cant concentrate fully to study ...

i dunno how i gonna to sit the exam ...

scary ...

these days ...

i try to let myself to be busy ...

try to not think and miss him ...

haha...

i did .... ^.^v

besides study for exam ..

i'm also crazy finihing my project ...

hmm ..

almost done liao de lar...

hahah ...

my phone was very quiet ...

not used to ner ..

but nevermine ..

can save money ...

hehe ...

nothing interest to write about ...

see u guys after exam ..

And ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JERE AND KEKE ....

[[THE END]]

[[ THE TRUTH ]]

Its time to let everyone know what happened ..

last friday ...

aaron told me that his feeling to me changed ..

decreased ....

he ask to be friends ...

he says he's having puppy love ...

i'm not a puppy ..

i feel that i'm a stupid one ..

i trust him that he can love me at least until next year ...

hahaha ...

seems not ..

we end up after loving each other for 1 month and 10 days ...

i though i will have the chance to try first kiss ...

i though i will have the second dating with him ...

i though i will have a hug before ending our date ..

i though i will get and give a goodbye kiss before ending the date ..

hahahaha ..

all was only though ...

no .. the truth tell me no ...

my heart broke ..

hurt deeply ...

bleeding ...

i cant forget it ...

i cant forget him ...

what should i do ?

what can i do ?

what answer should i have for myself ?? ...

i dont know ...

[[ THE END ]]

[[[ TODAY AND YESTERDAY ...]]

my new shoe which cost RM49.90

(pai se .. suppost to put under there .. but cant move ..)

today .. i went to my lao gong- an lei's house ... hehe ... when i arrived , she was talking on the phone with someone .. haha ... the person who talk on the phone with my lao gong ask me to stay away from them because he felt stress when i was beside wor .. wa .. haiz .. he want leave me alone wor ... not that easy .. haha ...

after they finish talking on the phone .. we went up stairs .. haha .. chat with "him" gain ... .. hehe ... me and an lei talk about our own feelings through love and some of our secret heehe ... out of a suddent , i felt hungry and an lei felt mouth "itcy " .. so we went down stairs to find something to eat ... we plan to cook spagety but there is out of sauce .. haiz .. so we cook fish slice lor .. haha .. while waiting for the fish slice .. we drank an lei's mom cook de soup .. wao .. its yummy .. thanks to an lei .. hehe ...

fish slices in the oven

done liao de fish slices

an lei mom's soup ..

after eating .. we keep the clothes outside .. hehe .. then wash dishes .. and fold clothes .. hehe ... hmm .... around 5 o'clock .. an lei's elder sis came back from study .. i called her .. but i think she never heard .. lolz ... after done everything we have to do .. we went up to msn , face book and blogging too .. then awhile .. we went down and talk again .. i look at the clock .. it shows almost 6 o clock .. i look outside .. it seems going to rain ... so i sms my mom and inform her to fetch me later ... but she came very fast .. aiyo .. then i went home ...

yesterday .. me and my family (accept my eldest brother) went to pyramid ... we have our break fast at oldtown .. i cant finish what i odered as i really felt tired and no mood to eat .. haiz ... after that .. we shop around to find a hat for my younger brother as he need a hat for his performance in school .. at the same time .. i bought new clothe and new shoe .. huhu .. i like it .. and next time i'm going to buy a bag .. haha ...

my new clothe which cost only RM25.90

[[THE END]]

haha .. what am i doing there ?? emo ?? no lar purposely take de ...

hi ... now .. everyone will realized that my blog tittle and link changed .. yes .. because of some reason ... i have to change everything ... after i wrote the last post yesterday ... something hurting me happened.. i dun dare to tell the truth ... i will tell all of you soon ... so ... everything change back to normal ... me , Elaine thong ... change too .. i change back to a normal ... haha ... weird ?? no .. its not weird ... I'm normal ... my live changed back to a lonely and boring live ... not a happy and lovely anymore ...these days , i dunno why .. i can wake up around 9 in the morning .. i usually wake up at least 11 in the morning .. o .. now i knew what happen ... god is giving me tips .. god told me that something will happen .. but i did not know ... what a stupid one ... haha ...

yesterday , i went to starhill , kl to have Japanese food buffet ... its quite delicious .. but the prawns are not that fresh ... yeah ... i drank wine ... haha .. 3 cups .. it don't contain much alcohol .. my mom says its alcohol were less than shandy .. oh god .. 3 big cups ... cant make me mabuk .. besides , i drink a small cup of red wine too ... hahaha .. its bitter but nice .. suitable for me ... hehe .. but my parents don't allow me to drink much .. haha ....

before going out .. really something hurting me happened .. haha .. i was hurt ... so deeply .. i can't stop crying ... i dunno who can i tell to ... hahaha .. only one close friend .. hahaha .. u wanna to know who's that ?? i won't tell you ... hehehe ... he stop me from crying .. after i dress .. i have to go out ... with the happy face .. its not me actually ... i felt very bored ... so i ate non-stop .. haha .. so that i can forgot about it ... hahaha ... eat much .. drink much ... what happen to me ?? dunno ... hehe ...

today my brother wake me up early ... but i don't wanna to .. i pick my phone up ... no msg received ... stop thinking about msg .. stop .. Elaine thong ... i felt very bored ... my phone was too quiet .. i sent msgs to my friends .. most of them never reply my msg .. only my ji mui's ex... sorry an lei .. i borrow bk awhile ... my kai gor replied me too .. but he was busy eating .. so ... he cant pei me .. hahaha .. a bored day .. now i'm smsing with an lei lor .. haha ....tonight i will also be very bored .. my parents will be having a wedding to go ... my elder brother will bring us out .. (maybe) ... i dunno ... i don't want to go out ... i just want to stay at home ... alone .. or whatever ... i just don't wanna to go out ... i felt so tired ... really tired ... my tears "pipe" can't turn on ... its blocked .. hahaha ... what happen ?? dunno ... hehe ... so bored ... haiz ...

these day i started have holidays for one week again .. haiz ... what i suppost to do at home ?? study ?? ok i will ... bla bla ... this few days .. also something worrying me ... my dear ... quarelled with his school mate which are his ex-friend ... haiz .. u know what ?? they wanna fight is only because the word "dog" ... omg ... such a funny fight ...

u know why fight will happend ?? is because of they nv think of each others feeling when they talk ... before scolding others "dog" , they should know what will others think ... we are human .. have feelings ... that's why fight happends ... because of fight ... someone have to worry .. have to settle with many ways .... with fight ... omg .. i hate fight ... it doesn't give ppl good feeling ... but some fight can let each others relation getting closer .. haha .. did u get what i mean ?? yes , the fight between couples and also between husband and wife .. haha ... its real ...

hehe .. today , i will have a very happy night but a worrying afternoon .. haiz .. why ?? my dear was busying of something now ....(i dunno what he's busying..) i just hope that he's not busying for the fight ... he told me bout the fight yesterday noon too ... i wanna know more bout it so i find his enemy ... haiz ... so last night he knew that i find his enemy .. holy shit ... i'm so afraid that he will angry .. and the freaking line problem cause my msg cant deliver him .. omg .. that feeling was so scary ... haiz .. nvm ... everything was over ... his enemy told me this morning that they wont fight .. but he seems still having some problem .. bla bla bla ...

and tonight ... i will have japanese food for my dinner .. hahaha ... so happy ... ( so i no need go tuition lor ...)hehe ... and i only can have japanese food for once long long time ... hehe... my two friends maybe will have some problem because of my absent ... haha ... so excited ler.. hehe .. ^.^..

haha .. my dear came back ... everything has done .. no fight no quarels ... all stopped ... so i no need worry jor .. hehe ...

be careful ...