~[MY NorMAL Life]~

[[SORRY]]

haiz ...yesterday in tuition ... think bout him again ... my friend reminded me .. exam is coming .. should let him go and forget him already ... i understand what you mean .. i already never think bout him many days ... i dunno why i will sudden think bout him .. sorry ... i promised you all ... i wont cry because of him .. i almost cry last night ... i sudden found the letter he gave last time .. i don't wantto read it again ... and anymore ... now on the time .. concentrate study and exam is most important things i should think bout .. not him ... i know ... i got the message ... I'm trying my best ... Elaine ... ganbateh ....

~[Bleeding]~

~ small hurt seems at the surface ~

~ but..~

~ hurts deeply in the heart ~

~ why do you leave me alone ? ~

~ you promised will love me forever ~

~ you promised to marry me over before you leave ~

~ you promised not to leave me alone over here ~

~ you promised to bring me out of this house ~

~ you has promised me so many things ~

~ you own me so much ~

~you dumped me ~

~ you leave me alone ~

~ I'm trying to let you go ~

~ no ...~

~ I'm trying to forget everything ~

~ I'm trying my best ~

~ I'm trying what i can ~

~ i cant used to the life without you ~

~ I'm finding someone to replace you ~

~ but ...~

~ who can replace you in my heart ? ...~

~ i Love you so much ~

~ but you leave me with a useless reason ~

~ a reason which i cannot accept ~

~ and believe ~

~[[ ilove you ]]~

~[[ i miss you ]]~

[[THE END]]