swt ..... and also sad ....

these day re very boring but can't play computer of my mom dun let ... T-T .. but luckly today i have given a reason so that i can use computer --- search for some school things .. haha .. ok ... back to the topic ... these days ... many many swt things happened between my best friends.... including jealousing ... fighting and also breaking up....

two days ago .... one of my best friend X had complained this to me :" elaine ... Y dun choi me ... she's talking to Z for the whole recess ...." swt right ... means she jealouse lor ... hey sis !! u alll re always never bothere bout me lar ... i never complain anything also .... after complaining to me ... she complains this to my friend A and suddently shout loudly :" i don't wan disturb them 谈情说爱 ma ... " so loud ... at this moment .... somone come in .... it's a guy who like my best friend Y ... oh my god .... why can't she control her mouth ?? my friend re so awkward when they saw the guy ... and ... friends ... dun misunderstant .. they 're juz talking bout the differrence between "boyfriend' and "boyfriend" ... a swt topic ...

yesterday .... my best friends X and Z break off thier relation... why ? i'm going to tell u now ... after recess we suddetly play with water and Z w gets wet because of X ... a classmet joined us and suddently my classmate dirted X's face ( by controling Z's hand ) .... and also .... X told me that Y always forcibly occupy Y and these reason cause them break off ... swt ... so small small fight also wanna break off ... ai yoh yoh.... and today .... they are on good terms again and a very very shame and funny thing happended on me ... on wednesday .. my school was having perjumpaan rumah sukan and aktiviti unit beruniform...

during the perjumpaan for rumah sukan ... we're pleased to have the high-jump lesson in the shcool hall .. damn !! i never did this before .... how can i do it ??!! oh my god ... it was scary ... my partners also said this .... i try to do it ... but .... when i run and ready to jump ... my legs stuck and can't jump ... oh my god ... u will not understant that shame and scary feelings ..... i'll never do that again!! forever !!

ooh oh!! bad news from my best friend .... maybe she 's gonna to change shcool to one of the girl school in Melaka .... damn !! if she change shcool ... my other best friend will change oso ... how can this happened?? they have never think bout me ...bout my feelings... if they change to melaka girl school .... who 's going to talk with me ?? then what for i go to school ?? sitting down there and sleep ?? or waiting somone to tell me "they change school already ... dun be sad ..." ?? then ?? my heart was so painful when i think bout this ... i try to cry but i din't ... i can't cry ... infront of them .... i keep thinking of this question ... why why and why ?? sad news ......