....a special valienty ...feel alone somtimes...

these week was so damn that buzz lar ... so so so many homework to do... but luckly .. i finished them at home and oso last minute at skul ( haha tak sempat buat mar..) .....

i hope i can change a new phone cuz my phone alredi pecah but no money to buy a new one and my dad tak mahu buy for me ... because of these reason .. i have to save money .. by the way not going to rehat and not buying things at skul .. and jimat sikit lor...

every morning ... i reach at skul damn early... but my frienz re always earlier then me de ... when i reach .. they re always talking and laughing... they look so happy ... somtimes i have to finish my homework so i nv bothere them ... somtimes i was so that bored but i dun wanna to disturb them ... scare they re saying some secret .... so sitting at my place and looking at the table...

and during rehat .... i' m always stayed in the classs ... alone ... my friendz alll ready gone for makan that time ... always ... everyday ... so in the quiet class .... onli me staying in the class and clean it evryday or doing some homework ... how was that feel ?? ..... bored ... very very boring ... no one will noe this feeling .... and my friendz will not talking to me if i dun talk to them accept they have somthing to tell me .... all re the same .. but onli a guy sit beside me can always talking to me during teacher teaching or my two best friendz re fighting with others ...

these days .. my younger brother can't sleep ... dunno y ... sohe always coming to my room to sleep with me ... i dunno wether he lieng or he scared to the "phamtom" ... he juz went in and talk to me bout a few sentences or few minutes then he falled a sleep ... swt =.=" .... today was valientyday ... this year's valienty day was speciall.... my parents did not go out and have thier couple time but have our valienty dinner at home ... steamboat somemore... and oso speccial bout i received a valienty present .... but is for friendship de.. not love .... haha ...

actually i don think so somone will fall in love with me lor ... i'm not a beauti .... i not enough fit lar... not good in study ... haha ... got little bit jealouse lar... my two best friendz got ppl wan liao lu.. haha ... i can't tell u who's that ... hahaha ...

oso .... this topic .. fell alone somtimes ... oso including when i go to my father side saudara house ... my cousinz .. re alredi mature ... but me .. i dunnno lar .... but our topic re different ... 100% diifferent somore ... haiz ... not ngam key lar ...... they re much better with my lder and younger brother .... me ?? i'm always alone .. sms with my friend or sitting there all the time until dismiss .... feel very very bored and xian ... T-T .. i dunno when ... i can be better and have topic to talk to them ...

and secret time ... my best friend told me .... somtimes he will talk to a guy which damn handsome ... but not the cup of tea for us .. and somone will misunderstanting that she likes the guy ... she told me .. actually she will talk to him cuz ... the two pengawas sitting befront of her did not wa is she asking bout so ask them juz wasting slywor ... behind ... juz two so lou sitting behind her .. how she ask question ?? so lou wor ... and the guy beside that handsome guy .... he always nv finish his homework and hated by some of the teacher ... so how ?? onli can ask him lor ... i noe somone noe why i write this here de ... i'm juz help my best friend to clarify it ..... and the guy sit beside me ... he's our best friend ... his best friendz oso us - me and my two best friend ... some one is jealouse went saw this guy talking to my best friendz... haha ... its normal ... dun worry ... :) and today's is one of my friends's birthday ... happy birthday ... and i helped him to shi xian his wish edi .... congragulation!!

that's onli wati wanna to tell today bout me ... oso my friendz... bye bye ... see u during the nex post....